熟したサブが喉と突かれる

First time ever, but it's just something that I've been dreaming about but I've never actually thought I'd do it, here I am.

Right, and it's kind of to get back at your husband, get back at your husband, live out a fantasy, you were taking a couple of gigs off.

Yeah, just be free, I've lived in a very constrained world where everything was so tight, you know, and people had to just be away,

and it was like a level socially, you know, and I think it was very unacceptable to be very sexy.

And so I'm kind of getting out of a marriage, I'm getting out of that constraint and that kind of like mindset, so I just want to be free.